Forced Eating

I've been into a lot of forcing myself to eat. I had to, lest I'd suffer other GI conditions. I also want to make sure that despite my loss of appetite, I'm still eating on time or around meal time.

I mentioned yesterday that I've suddenly had my appetite back but it was only for a short period of time. When I got home, it seemed like my appetite was lost again. Still, I ate. I even consumed 12 pieces of kimbob. Yeah, all of those on the right.

Whenever I think about it, I would be reminded of Shim Chung (Jun Ji-hyun) in Legend of the Blue Sea. No appetite, huh? So what happened to those two hard boiled eggs?

Anyway, I'll have to prep now as I'd be heading north. It's been a while since I've been to Pangasinan. The last time was also around Christmas time.

Now Playing: Gackt - Last Song

Conditional Appetite

I've lost some appetite lately that I even found myself not eating breakfast, lunch, and dinner yesterday on time. I had eaten lunch very late, but only because I forced myself to eat. It was the only meal I had yesterday. I don't know what happened. But my loss of appetite seems to have started when I was under the weather last week, which got me absent for two consecutive days.

So I was happy when I suddenly had the urge to eat earlier while I was in SM Taytay. I was already aware that I've lost appetite so I took note of what happened or what I was thinking at the time I had my appetite back. Well, if it had nothing to do with merienda time, I was particularly thinking of someone, whom I've only met yesterday. Also in SM Taytay.

Someone got the attention of the curious cat in me because my encounter yesterday was unusual. I don't want to write further, maybe in another time.

As I've also been thinking of Taiwan, especially Kaohsiung, lately, I decided to have some Korean dumplings which only cost $1 per order.

I've also ordered Bibimbop (?), which is a kimchi maki. I miss eating kimchi. I haven't bought another pack because I'll be going north this next couple of days. I'll just purchase it when I'm back from Pangasinan. But I wish I could go to Baguio before going back to Manila.

Now Playing: Utada Hikaru - Flavour of Life

Headache and Friends

Looking back to what I did when I met with my INTJ friend, I am hoping that by also verbalizing my condition these past couple of days will somehow help. I mean hoping to make these go away.

Headache

I can't remember a day when I didn't have a headache. Last Sunday's was so terrible I could curse it. Hence, I called it a cracking headache. Who wouldn't curse it when I could hardly focus on my reports? I'm actually having another episode while writing this blog entry.

Chilling

If only I was talking about chilling in a coffee shop like what a spoiled brat does but I'm actually referring to what your body goes through when you're having a fever. Mine was just without a fever. It's been days and nights like this regardless the time and weather. Thankfully, it's not 24/7 straight but unfortunately it's an on and off thing.

Uncomfortable tummy

It was not particularly hurting yesterday but it was equally uncomfortable. It was actually very uncomfortable because I couldn't figure out what was wrong. It's still uncomfortable until today. I had ginger tea yesterday but I couldn't have more as I might end up emptying my new jar of ginger brew.

Appetite loss

Lo! For the first time in months, that I can't remember the last time, I've lost appetite for two consecutive days. I only ate once yesterday and it was a forced one. I've eaten breakfast and lunch today but both were also forced.

I could just lie in bed and drift of to somewhere even as far as the Middle Earth. I'm also feeling bad because I'm trying to figure out if I can force myself to work tonight.

Tss...

Now Playing: Wheesung - Path Of Tears