Wednesday 28 June 2023

God of Wonders

 Lord of all creation

Lord of water, earth and sky

The heavens are your Tabernacle

Glory to the Lord on high


And God of wonders beyond our galaxy

You are holy, holy

The universe declares Your majesty

You are holy, holy

Lord of heaven and earth

Lord of heaven and earth


So early in the morning

I will celebrate the light

As I stumble in the darkness

I will call your name by night


God of wonders beyond our galaxy

You are holy, holy

The universe declares Your majesty

You are holy, holy


Lord of heaven and earth

Lord of heaven and earth

Lord of heaven and earth

Lord of heaven and earth

Hallelujah! To the Lord of heaven and earth

Hallelujah! To the Lord of heaven and earth

Hallelujah! To the Lord of heaven and earth

The God of wonders beyond our galaxy (You)

You are holy, holy

Precious Lord, reveal Your heart to me

Father, holy, holy (Lord God Almighty)

The universe declares Your majesty (You are holy)

You are holy (yes you are), holy (holy You are)

Holy (Jesus saves), holy


Hallelujah! To the Lord of heaven and earth

Hallelujah! To the Lord of heaven and earth

Hallelujah! To the Lord of heaven and earth

Hallelujah! To the Lord of heaven and earth

Hallelujah! To the Lord of heaven and earth

Hallelujah! To the Lord of heaven and earth

Thursday 7 July 2022

Back in the Abyss

I'm still nursing myself from this abyss and it's getting more challenging as the days go by. The whole system is also out of whack. Sleep, since time immemorial, imposes a continuous challenge. And I need it the most nowadays for proper recuperation. It's stressing me out.

I haven't been watching dramas lately, though I really want to watch Yumi's Cells 2 but it's not available in legal platforms in my country. Annoying. Sometimes I watch Overlord, a Chinese costume drama. Recently I found out that Dilireba has a new drama - The Blue Whisper - but I'm only past the pilot episode. Dilreba Dilmurat is one of my favourite actors and I am particularly inclined to watch her fantasy/costume dramas so being unable to continue her recent one right away just says a lot about my current state.

With how things are going since a month or two ago, I'm kind of anxious when the night is approaching. Most of the time, I find myself lacking sleep, missing meals on time, and having unusual symptoms - back pain, headache, stomach pain, and dizziness - with the last two being the most prominent. And these past couple of days, I think I'm experiencing joint pains at night. Talk about ageing. Or maybe it was because of those stir-fry tofu.

I really hope I could recover fast and get back on my feet. It's troublesome and has affected my work. I've been calling in sick a lot. Wouldn't be surprised if my cortisol level is causing haywire in my system. Thankfully, I believe, I'm already past the desire to "cross the bridge" though I'm kind of an empty shell whenever I'm in the abyss. Well, I could only hope for the best.

Music: Lovi Poe - Under