Headache and Friends

Looking back to what I did when I met with my INTJ friend, I am hoping that by also verbalizing my condition these past couple of days will somehow help. I mean hoping to make these go away.

Headache

I can't remember a day when I didn't have a headache. Last Sunday's was so terrible I could curse it. Hence, I called it a cracking headache. Who wouldn't curse it when I could hardly focus on my reports? I'm actually having another episode while writing this blog entry.

Chilling

If only I was talking about chilling in a coffee shop like what a spoiled brat does but I'm actually referring to what your body goes through when you're having a fever. Mine was just without a fever. It's been days and nights like this regardless the time and weather. Thankfully, it's not 24/7 straight but unfortunately it's an on and off thing.

Uncomfortable tummy

It was not particularly hurting yesterday but it was equally uncomfortable. It was actually very uncomfortable because I couldn't figure out what was wrong. It's still uncomfortable until today. I had ginger tea yesterday but I couldn't have more as I might end up emptying my new jar of ginger brew.

Appetite loss

Lo! For the first time in months, that I can't remember the last time, I've lost appetite for two consecutive days. I only ate once yesterday and it was a forced one. I've eaten breakfast and lunch today but both were also forced.

I could just lie in bed and drift of to somewhere even as far as the Middle Earth. I'm also feeling bad because I'm trying to figure out if I can force myself to work tonight.

Tss...

Now Playing: Wheesung - Path Of Tears

Another chill

So I'm having another blog entry about chills.

It's been more than thirty minutes and counting since my latest episode of having chills began. I had one some minutes after I came to work and another yesterday afternoon, which even got be thinking of having CBR instead of going to work. Yeah, who doesn't want to have complete bed rest?

These chills are among the discomforts I'm feeling at work. It's also one of the reasons I get to sleep longer than my allotted break time. Because "alteration in comfort" obviously affects one's CNS, thus followed by affected productivity. However, whenever I exceed my allotted break time, I note that on my DAR. Why not? It's simply what just happened. I slept during my break and slept longer because I wasn't feeling too well. What's to lie and hide about that?

For someone who is a Type A and very workaholic, I've learned to listen to my body and give it time doing things albeit my mental objections. Normally, I would drive myself like a horse but as you grow old, you get to realize and ask yourself, the L'Oreal way. Is it worth it?

If I were to follow what's ideal, I would be having a lot of missed works, all spent at home for some CBR. But then I would be reminded of our boss, my supervisor, and my unit mates especially my shift mate. Reality hits. So I usually go for, *crew discomfort! I'll go to work and kill myself so I can make and send my deliverables.

Now Playing: Sejeong - Flower Road

Chills

It's been almost a day since I started having chills. When my Tita saw me at dinner she wondered why I was wearing a jacket albeit the hot weather. I told her my situation. Yeah, my body didn't care if it's quite a sauna here in the Philippines. I was feeling terribly cold.

Oh yeah, because of that I wasn't able to go to work. I already texted our office at 17:27.

It's not the first time I had this. Last month, I had consecutive nights of chills. I just had to go to work. Life. Adult life.

I hope this goes away soon. I hope to figure out what really is going on. Obviously, there's a hypothermal dysregulation in my CNS. Thanks, hypothalamus. I wonder what you're going through now.

Now Playing: Utada Hikaru - Flavor of Life