Guilty

I hate guilt. But I hate more what I did that led to this guilt. Perhaps it's more of a conviction, or something..

Some of the things I've read just a while ago reminded me big time how much I failed to stop something from happening that I'm hating myself right now.

And because of what happened, I couldn't do what I usually do whenever I meet Mang Jesus and Christian. I saw them earlier on my way to work. And it happened when Christian was awake. Ugh. He's usually asleep whenever I see this father and son. It's good to see him looking good. Please, God, be merciful to them.

I hate this. I hate what I did. I hate what I did not do. But who's to blame? Mea culpa.

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